Why I Relay
When I was 14 I met a boy, he was 16 (that boy is now my husband) This boy was always seen with another who was my age, 14. They were so close, they really did everything together. But not just your everyday teenage boy stuff like camping, checking out girls or playing computer. They would go to the younger boy's chemo together, when there was needed stays in hospital, they were together. When his hair fell out for the 3td time, and when this 14 year old boy, my age at the time, planned his own funeral, his best friend was there too. His best friend helped to carry him in, and said his goodbyes with "goodbye my friend" by the spice girls. I sat and watched this all unfold. helplessly, like everyone else. It has marked this boy, my now husband. He finds it so hard to get close to people, for the fear of this loss. He so wanted him at our wedding, to meet our son. To hang out. He see's things to this day, 20 years on and still says "omg, Ash would have loved t...